Last Aerial Class

Today I had my last Aerial class.  It was really sad for me.  I didn’t want to quit but I’m basically getting too nauseous to even participate in classes now as it is.  I’m between 5 and 6 weeks and my doctor told me I can continue classes up to 10 weeks before having to modify as long as I don’t do any pelvic balancing or put any weight on my pelvis.  So there was already some tricks I wasn’t able to do.  I definitely feel like I could have gone so much farther and I’m really going to miss it but I keep telling myself that I’m getting something better because I get to have a baby and all the sacrifices are worth it.  Joe keeps encouraging me to go back once I’m able so hopefully we’ll see.  I’m secretly hoping our kid gets into Aerial like me and I can send them to circus classes when they’re older.  I actually secretly hope our kids take after me.  Joe was joking about how if the baby ends up taking after him, it’s never going to sleep at night since he's a serious night owl.  I did not think that was funny.  I am bummed about having to quit.  I think I was getting pretty good at Lyra and Trapeze.  I wasn't bad at Hammock or Spanish Web but I was really just starting those.  I’m not going to consider this a closed chapter of my life.  Just one that’s put on hold as I begin a new one.